Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Time to make some changes


Now that I no longer have my mom to go visit, it is time I make some changes.
Today is Mom's birthday; I miss her a lot, but realize that I cannot become the way I was when the children passed on.

Now that my health is improving, I am going to start going to the gym more often, and try to lose all this weight that I gained when I had cancer.

I have joined a new group called FairyGoddessMothers that I really like.
I am participating in some of their activities, and hope to make some friends. I am really tired of having no friends, and am going to make an effort to become less reclusive and depressed.

So Mom, Happy Birthday, and my gift to you is opening myself up, to making new friends.