Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Time to make some changes


Now that I no longer have my mom to go visit, it is time I make some changes.
Today is Mom's birthday; I miss her a lot, but realize that I cannot become the way I was when the children passed on.

Now that my health is improving, I am going to start going to the gym more often, and try to lose all this weight that I gained when I had cancer.

I have joined a new group called FairyGoddessMothers that I really like.
I am participating in some of their activities, and hope to make some friends. I am really tired of having no friends, and am going to make an effort to become less reclusive and depressed.

So Mom, Happy Birthday, and my gift to you is opening myself up, to making new friends.

2 comments:

Alikat said...

Hey Brandi

Nope not gonna let you hide, your momma wouldnt want that. You ever think that maybe she pointed you in our direction so she could hide in the forest unnoticed and keep an eye on you.

She is with you all the time you just gotta open your eyes to the signs. I know your heart is already open so your half way there.

x

Sarah E. said...

I love your pic; you look like a really neat person. I hope we'll get to know one another as time goes by! I'm in the FGMs also, tho I'm still a FIT (slowly but surely does the trick). You couldn't have picked a better group both or fun AND for support. Heartfelt Best Wishes!!